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About Me

I'm not really sure what the purpose is of that page.

But, I am thinking of working it into my websites.

I just wanted to share it.

Thanks.

xoxo

I'm Reaching Out!

So, I've submitted for several more acting roles this weekend.

 I am hoping for a specific one. 

Fingers crossed!  I'm afraid if I talk about it anymore I'll jinx myself.  

Ha! Funny thought....Jinx has been a nickname for me before... so has squirrel, wrong way, accident prone, gravity inclined.. 

Anyhow.

I've also submitted myself to a talent agency! I pray for just a gleam of hope! 

Being an extra is nice. You get to sit in a special area just for extra's and non-featured talent. Taking pictures is a no no, unless told otherwise. 

Bring a book or tablet because you'll either be there a while or they will rush you in and rush you out. Like I said it's nice, but I would like to reach out more..

I also, don't mind set work, or being a P.A. I rather enjoy it. 

I think it's the constant work or rushing around.

 

Another One Bites the Dust .... Or At Least I do.

I find myself with more time once again.  As usual I take this time to reflect. I think am I happy with what I've done, who I've become, do I really want to take this path? Now, I ask myself the harder question, what can I do to remedy my situation? Is the grass truly greener? or do I just hope it is?

I know.... Questions! Right?!

Dude, you don't even know the half of it.

And once again I've lost my coffee, hold on....

Okay,  so coffee in hand let's do this.  Am I happy? Honestly, sometimes I am. I don't want to be a Stepford Wife, but something's gotta give........    <Ha two movie titles and wasn't even trying>

I've done things I am ashamed of, but I'd like to think it made me who I am, it taught me not to repeat that mistake....

I've also done things I am very proud of. I'd like to think I am a hard worker. Sure I have days were I slack and am moody, but who doesn't; However, for the most part I am driven and detail orientated and I know it rubs people the wrong way and that is never my intent.

Here's the question, do I give in? do I break? or do I shut everyone out and push past it...
I'm going to push myself. Even if that mean isolating myself from people, so be it. I worked hard to accomplish what I've done and I'm not giving in.

As for the grass being greener on the other side. I would love to find out more than you know.  I've watched that grass grow and become stronger, sure they've weathered the storm, but you're still there and you deserve better. I am like a weed that would destroy your roots and I couldn't forgive myself for that.


As Benjamin Burnley sings I just want to "look for the light that leads me home."

When one door closes, another opens...

9 days! In 9 days it is my birthday. It's a huge milestone for me. Have I lived the life I wanted? No. That's my fault and I accept that. I accepted the fact that December was a horrible month for me. I look back and I'm sure it's a combination of medications, health concerns, and the thought of my fast approaching milestone.  I'm not trying to make excuses or re-open wounds. I've made my bed, so I must lye in it. There are so many events and memories I wish I could re-live, not all are good. I've tried to sleep, but I'm an Aquarius and supposedly, that's why I over think and over analysis. As well as assume there is a hidden agenda. I hate mind games and I live in the moment. Yes, I can be impulsive and annoying. I accept that. But sometimes a little impulsiveness is good. Yes, I generally regret the things caused by my lack of thought.  There was just so much I wanted to accomplish and feel that it will never happen. I'm not ready. I wish I could stop time. I wish I could change time.

The Kitten Who Wanted A Girl by Elise & Kim Yannayon

Hello everyone!

I wanted to tell everyone about my new book that is co-written by my daughter Elise. (Elise is 10 years old and in 4th grade.) She initially came up with the concept and needed help moving the story along. The book title pretty much sums up the story. 

I apologize if it's not laid out very well. What I mean by that is that it was my first self-published book, as well as, my first time using Amazon's template.  However, I did enjoy creating it and I think I might continue using their services in the future as I venture into other book categories.

Anyway you can find The Kitten Who Wanted A Girl ebook by following the link attached to the title.

Thank you and I hope you enjoy the book! ❤

Lucy and the New Baby is Semi-finalist in cover contest!

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I am so honored to be named a semi-finalist! I would like to thank those who have voted. I would also, like to ask everyone to please vote. Every vote counts.  THANK YOU.

Cover Contest!

VOTE HERE for Lucy and The New Baby.